DEEPER & DEEPER

Well, nothing ever seems to go right for me and mine. Yes I got a new job, then Rick lost his, trying to get out of the difficult we got into when I was not working, soon as we see a light at the end of the tunnel something else happens.!!!
I took my sons kitten to the vets last night and found out she had Cat Flu, I was told that she could recover as she is young, however after 3 days in pet hospital I would have to bring her home and although my other cats are vacinated they could get it and the two old ones wouldnt survive it. I was then told that just last night was going to cost me £150, the weekend treatment would make it to £300 and then the specialist food and other injections she will need to get over it will mean the bill would come to over £600!! Ok financialy I have not got that kind of money, at my old vets they used to let me pay monthly, but these guys at Pet SMart wouldnt even hear of it. Do you know what they said to me??? "if you cant afford the treatment then we will either stop treatment and put her down or you will have to sign her over to the Cat protection Society. What choice did I have??? So I said goodbye to her and came home crying my eyes out. I am not an irrisponsible cat owner, I have had cats for 16 years with no problems, and they are still healthy, he looked down his nose at me. The lady at the cat protection legue was fantastic, understood my problem and offered to take over the care of her and pay for the vets bill. But it still means I have lost my kitten and will never see her ever again. As you can understand I am broken hearted, i cant stop crying, and as for my son the only option I have so as he doesnt hate me and for him to have closure is for me to tell him his kitten has died!! Not looking forward to it!!

Why oh why can I not have some luck in my life?????